Changing instead of Complaining

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Wed, 19 Jun 2013 11:04:28 -0400

This website can really fuck with a person. There’s nothing wrong with being passionate or educated,...

Tue, 18 Jun 2013 23:29:38 -0400

This website can really fuck with a person.

There’s nothing wrong with being passionate or educated, but it sure can get out of hand.

Like all this anti-body shaming stuff just makes me think about my body more than I ever did. I feel good about myself most of the time, but dealing with a food addiction and being stressed just makes it difficult. I’m ok enough to not start throwing up, but I have thought about it a lot.

And I’m 20 so it’s probably normal, but I’ve really been questioning my sexuality during the last few months. I started drawing naked female bodies and I wasn’t at all interested in having sex with a guy I was with. I thought I might be a lesbian, but after some research I feel like I identify with asexuals/demisexuals. I want a relationship, but I don’t have any desire to have sex. I imagine this will change when I find the right someone, but right now I don’t feel like I’m missing out on anything.

Mostly I find myself getting mad at people for having different opinions or view point, which doesn’t help anyone and isn’t right. I’m a lot more passionate, tolerant and open minded than I used to be. Being on tumblr and being a part of Nerdfighteria has helped a lot with growing up and changing, but I think I need to make sure I form my own opinions and stop spending so much time on here.

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Tue, 18 Jun 2013 12:41:59 -0400

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Fri, 14 Jun 2013 20:41:13 -0400

Best dog in the world

Fri, 14 Jun 2013 18:52:46 -0400

Best dog in the world

Waiting on the storm

Wed, 12 Jun 2013 20:23:52 -0400

Waiting on the storm

Of course I’d like to get married, but I think I’d be just as happy with a cat.

Tue, 11 Jun 2013 22:15:32 -0400

Of course I’d like to get married, but I think I’d be just as happy with a cat.

My first niece was born yesterday at 1:54pm. Riley Mae. 7lbs....

Tue, 11 Jun 2013 09:04:55 -0400

My first niece was born yesterday at 1:54pm. Riley Mae. 7lbs. 19.25 in. She’s beautiful and I still can’t believe she’s real.

Sitting by the camp fire <3

Sun, 09 Jun 2013 20:58:43 -0400

Sitting by the camp fire <3

My Arrested Development feels: skeptical at first, got much better, glad there’s gonna be a...

Wed, 05 Jun 2013 20:41:00 -0400

My Arrested Development feels:

skeptical at first, got much better, glad there’s gonna be a movie

I just finished Weeds and my heart hurts.

Mon, 03 Jun 2013 16:12:08 -0400

I just finished Weeds and my heart hurts.

And now for the 12 hour train ride back home.

Sun, 02 Jun 2013 15:52:35 -0400

And now for the 12 hour train ride back home.

Day 6 in NYC Best part: Eating at McGee’s Pub, which...

Sat, 01 Jun 2013 21:07:48 -0400

Day 6 in NYC
Best part: Eating at McGee’s Pub, which inspired HIMYM.
Also, Central Park, 7-Eleven, Stardust Diner, Strand Bookstore for the third day in a row, and Washington Square Park

Day 5 in NYC Best part: Museum of Modern Art. Seeing these...

Fri, 31 May 2013 23:21:46 -0400

Day 5 in NYC
Best part: Museum of Modern Art. Seeing these famous pieces makes me nervous. I am always afraid to approach them. I think it has a lot to do with my respect for the artist and having the privilege of being able to be that close to something so great.
Also, Strand bookstore, Juilliard, Shake Shack, and Times Square

Day 4 in NYC: Best part: Strand and St. Mark’s bookstores. My...

Thu, 30 May 2013 22:43:08 -0400

Day 4 in NYC:
Best part: Strand and St. Mark’s bookstores. My eyes were opened to a whole new world of graphic novels.
Also, World Trade Center site, St. Paul’s cathedral, saw the Brooklyn bridge (but didn’t get to walk on it), Wall St., Zuccotti Park, Battery Park, the birth place of Herman Melville, Battery Park, Lombardi’s pizza (first pizza place in America), tried the lottery again for broadway tickets, Donut Plant

Day 3 in NYC Best part: Seeing “Once” on Broadway...

Thu, 30 May 2013 00:20:48 -0400

Day 3 in NYC
Best part: Seeing “Once” on Broadway starring Arthur Darvill. The story and music were both amazing. I didn’t want it to end.
And going to the 42nd street branch of the New York Public Library and seeing the actual stuffed animals that inspired Winnie the Pooh.
And going to the top of Rockefeller Center and seeing the city lit up at night.
Also, Grand Central Station, boat basin restaurant, Riverside Park, and Zabar’s grocery

Day 2 in NYC Best part: Hard Rock Cafe where I got to touch the...

Tue, 28 May 2013 20:46:58 -0400

Day 2 in NYC
Best part: Hard Rock Cafe where I got to touch the original doors to Abbey Road Studios, see suits that belonged to The Beatles as well as many other super cool things.
Also, Washington Square Park, Carlo’s Bakery (Cake Boss), tried the lottery for a broadway show and general Times Square adventuring.

Day 1 in NYC Best part: Stumbling upon a cathedral (St. Paul’s)...

Tue, 28 May 2013 00:58:00 -0400

Day 1 in NYC
Best part: Stumbling upon a cathedral (St. Paul’s) near the fancy part of 5th ave. It was so quiet and beautiful. Peace amidst chaos.
And hearing the New York Philharmonic for free in St. John the Divine. The largest cathedral in the country.
Also: NBC store, Empire State building, Trump Tower, Madison Square Park, 5th ave., FAO Schwarz, short Central Park bike tour, Tom’s Restraunt

Why is it so easy to miss someone you hate so much?

Thu, 23 May 2013 17:34:00 -0400

Why is it so easy to miss someone you hate so much?

I watched an entire season of weeds today. I’ve had more interaction with the characters than...

Tue, 21 May 2013 23:11:03 -0400

I watched an entire season of weeds today. I’ve had more interaction with the characters than I have with actual people.